onii chan is BAKA. I can not denied that. that is what I am. if I'm ever
smart, the world will EXPLODE! ^______^
*sleep on imouto chan's laps* hue hue...I guess that is where I belong. I feel more relax and relief.
I wish I can stay like this forever. the only way I can calm my heart and soul. I don't wanna go
any where else.
onii chan needs to go to the mountain and train his spirit and soul. i'm
getting too weak in the mind lately and my spirit just not getting much
motivation. i'm out of spirit! does it anything onii chan says even make sense! lol.
by the way, imouto chan. "I like You a LOT!" can I say that at least? can I say it everytime?
can I always say that to you? onii chan is soooo fond of you! <3
heh heh...i'm being a little too silly, am I?
i think i'm getting more and more lost with myself. lately, i dont even know what
i'm doing anymore. my actions were getting to the point where people around me
were getting uncomfortable. i've no excuse for what i'm doing little sis.
i guess my body is reaching it's limit and i'm getting WAY too stress out. i dont this life
is holding out for too long. i'm getting tire. i'm getting out of control. my family just not
making things any better. maybe i'm just thinking things too much and gotten myself
into a deep thoughts that i gotten lost again.
i'm just afraid that my issues will make others uncomfortable. i isolate myself away from
people. i think i'm getting a little better, but i might go out again. i'm not sure what to do anymore.
*takes a deep breath*
yeah, i think i can be ok...i think. it's so sad of me. i dont want imouto chan listen to me cry.
but i just can't hold it in any longer.
imouto chan is tire? awwwww....it's time for you to lie on my laps now, huh? lol.
work will always be tiring no matter what, Amo chan. maybe if you get lucky and
win the lottery (but dont count on it), you can just have fun until the day you die.
my day is just starting. right now i'm at work and working on customer jobs if they
come in. not a whole lot until after July 4th, thanks goodness. everyone is preparing
for the holidays, so not too much jobs kicking my butt, imouto chan!
also, tomorrow will be my company's fiscal end year, so my boss will be making us
some food (maybe more steaks, and fry rice...i guess). my boss is Japanese, but
he doesnt speak any Japanese, funny, huh?
please take a nice nap, little sis! and enjoy your days off. i hope you dont stress yourself too
much. your not yourself when you're stress!
onii chan will cheer you up, ok?
there there, yushi yushi. *pats imouto chan's head*
Today I had a pretty tiresome day. I worked a lot and had to stay on the street watching the traffic for more than 4 hours. I couldn't be happier when I arrived home and could finally lay down for a while...
Tomorrow I'll go to my fence training and, afterwards, I'll take the day off. it has been quite some time since I had a good rest.
But, enough about me, how was your day, onii-chan?