Hmmm interesting perspective on the novels/Bella's character.
Personally, I found her indecision between Edward and Jacob to be more of an annoyance than anything else (also, Edward was a bit over the top as far as the "perfect" man goes). Emo though she was, I think it's a bit of a stretch to say she was suicidal. Reckless yes, suicidal no. Though, I can assure you Bella becomes a great deal less annoying once they turn her.
To be honest, I couldn't put the books down. I'm a big fan of vampire series in general and found that the Twilight series scratched just the right itch.
I haven't even finished the first book (properly), to be truthful xD. But 6 chapters is enough to get the gist of the horrid writing used in Twilight. Bella's just so..ugh. She puts females in a bad light. Not all of us think that we're worth nothing, that our only goal in life is to have sex with a vampire, and try to kill ourselves if said vampire leaves us.
I've read the summary for the rest of the books, and New Moon looks like the worst book ever written.
To be 100% honest I find her really boring Most of the guys in the forum just dig her because they think she's hot. I like a girl with a bit more substance. Her brain can't stop at her rack. I mean, she seems like a nice girl and all but that's pretty much it...*yawn*