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CYOA Vivio POV
I woke up easily enough, rolling over to look at my mother's smiling face as she gently shook my shoulder. "Good morning, sleepy head," She told me, getting a smile for it. "I'll have breakfast ready soon so come on down when you can."
I nodded and sat up in bed, giving a large stretch. Nanoha-mama left the room and I contently swung my feet over so I could stand. Kris turned on my radio so I could listen to my favorite talk show while getting dressed.
A new style school uniform was hung on my closet door handle and I couldn't help but feel a little proud of putting it on. I was finally in the same school as Einhart now, and it felt good to know all of us would be wearing the same uniform.
Pulling off my pajamas, I slid on my camisole and shifted a little uncomfortably when the uniform went over it. My chest had started developing a little more recently, and I realized that I actually started feeling my breasts wiggle when jogging. Putting this aside to think about later, I finished dressing myself and patted Kris on the head before heading downstairs.
Fate-mama was here this morning and I happily gave her a hug for the surprise visit. "I'm glad you could make it!" I told her, getting a pat on the head. Fate-mama was here a lot more than usual lately, and I was happy for it. Even if she wasn't my real mother, I still thought of her as so, and not seeing her for a while made me feel uneasy.
Sitting at the table, I began munching the pancakes placed before me, happy to see all my favorites there as well. A few berries were on the side of the plate along with some scrambled eggs. I loved fruits, and generally had them as often as I could. I much preferred blackberries over chips for snacks and I even had string cheese when bored instead of Nanoha-mama's famous cookies. I guess that attributed to my lean figure which was just starting to develop. Speaking of...
"Ne," I spoke, getting both Nanoha-mama and Fate-mama to look at me. I generally referred to Nanoha as mama and Fate as 'mom' when not calling their names, so this time they both gave me their attention. "I kind of... need a favor."
"What is it?" Fate asked me curiously.
"Well..." I fidgeted a little. "Lately... I think I've been... uhm.. 'jiggling' when training."
"Jig..." Nanoha's eyes widened slightly after a small pause. "Oh!" To my surprise she covered a small giggle. "I see." Nanoha nudged Fate playfully. "See? I told you."
I blushed as Fate smiled at me. "You just have the opening ceremony today, right? How about I pick you up after class and we go shopping?"
Nanoha agreed. "Best you get some before you start changing at school. I have work today so I can't go with you unless you want to wait?"
"No, today is fine." I nodded to myself. "The other girls all have them already so..."
At that moment I noticed the time and yelped slightly. "I might be late!" I quickly started eating my breakfast while they leasurly sipped their morning coffee. Once done, I stood up and grabbed my empty briefcase for class and gave them each a hug in turn. "Bye-bye mama, mom!" I cheerfully ran from the house and made my way down the sidewalk.
The morning was a little warm, as it was still summer time, and by the time I made it to the usual meeting place I was already sweating a little bit. "Rio, Corona, Einhart-san, good morning!"
"Mornin'!" Rio was overly cheerful as usual.
"Good morning," Corona bowed lightly to me, smiling brightly.
"Good morning, Vivio-san." Einhart told me with a little bow as well.
We wasted most of the time walking to school chatting about nothing in general. At the school entrance, Einhart showed us where out classroom was after we found out what home room we were all in. With that, we waved goodbye to her as she went to the stairs to go up a level to her classroom.
After home room we assembled in the stadium for an exceedingly long introduction to the school. I was used standing during things like this, so I was pleasantly surprised to find chairs for all of us.
The meeting finally ended and we were dismissed back to home room, where our teacher told us how things would work. I was handed a syllabus and looked over it with the teacher. There were a few school trips planned, as well as events and festivals that I was really looking forward to after we went to Einhart's classroom for her festival last year.
Once we were dismissed, we went into the hallway and then met with Einhart at the gates. "Finally," I complained lightly. "If we're in school, we should at least talk about more interesting things."
Rio laughed at my statement. "I agree, but I'm sure a lot of people are glad for that."
Corona shook her head. "But learning new things is really interesting..."
"Nerd," I accused, knowing I was almost just as bad.
"Yup," Corona agreed readily, smiling.
"What are your plans?" Einhart asked all of us.
At that moment, Fate pulled by and honked, getting my attention as well as the attention of a lot of the upperclassmen. Granted, Fate's car was a little on the expensive, flashy side, but I thought it was normal by now. "I have to go early today, sorry." I waved at them all before trotting over to the car and greeting Fate. "Mom, hi!" Getting in, I waved to my friends one more time before being driven off. "Thank you so much."
"Anytime," Fate's soft voice always seemed to sooth me for some reason. "Don't tell her I told, but Nanoha was really jealous I get to buy you your first bras."
I blushed lightly at hearing that. Nanoha had the role of mother down to an art form it seemed. Then again, she was
mom, so I was a little biased. Fate seemed to try extra hard as well, actually, even though she wasn't really my mother...
Come to think about it, Fate has always been there with me, ever since I could remember. Back when Nanoha-mama first started looking after me, I mistook her as my mother. She talked with Fate and asked her for help and the next thing I knew, I was calling them both mama. I was young then and didn't understand anything other than Nanoha-mama and Fate-mama.
As I grew up, Fate was there with me at my parent's day at school, took me shopping, and listened to any fears I had. But she wasn't actually my mother, I had learned that somewhere along the way. I could remember the feelings I had then, and I don't like recalling them. Eventually I just accepted that Fate was Fate-mama because I was still young and didn't want to let go of that. Now, however, I was older and more accepting...
"Vivio?" Fate looked over at me curiously. "You're awfully quiet today, is something wrong?"
"Ah, I just..." I hesitated a moment. I had overheard Nanoha-mama and Aunt Hayate talking before, about how Fate had tried to distance herself form me in the past before. I knew it was because of her work and that Nanoha-mama was my mother and not her, but... Fate-mama...
"Vivio?" Fate put her hand on my forehead while still trying to keep an eye on the road. "You don't feel hot..."
"I don't feel sick," I told her while reaching up to remove the hand from my forehead and hold it. I noticed how much larger it was than mine and took a little comfort in the protection it could offer me. "Ne... Fate-mama?"
"Yes?" She seemed to pick up on my mood and got serious.
"I have a question that has been bothering me for a while... but I've been kind of scared to ask."
"What is it, Darling?"
"Well..." I looked over at her and held onto her hand with both of mine. "Does it bother you that I call you mama?"
"...What?" I could tell she was shocked at my question and I looked down into my lap to avoid meeting her eyes. Several long moments went by in silence, making me start to want to cry at the feeling in my chest. "Actually..." Fate began, making my chest feel even more tight. "I think it would bother me more if you stopped..."
"...Really?" I finally looked over at her.
"Mmn..." Fate was trying to keep looking forward instead of at me, but I had to accept that because she was still driving to the mall. "In the past I was worried how you would feel when you realized I wasn't actually your mother. Even though we constantly said I was your godmother back then, you didn't differentiate between their meanings. I kind of felt like I was trying to take Nanoha's child away from her."
"...Really?" I repeated my last question, not really sure what to think right now.
"... Yeah." Fate squeezed my hand. "I was really hurt from where Caro and Erio left to live on their own... and I kind of took refuge in you and Nanoha."
"Is that why you went away for so long?"
Fate nodded sadly. "Yeah... But when I came back, you still called me 'mama', even though Nanoha assured me you knew the difference."
"Because....Fate-mama was Fate-mama... Even if you were just my godmother, you... were my mother too."
"...Thank you." She rubbed the top of my hand with her thumb a little hard. I could tell she was scared right now so I placed my other hand ontop of hers to try and comfort her as well.
"So I am just a little scared..." I began softly. "That one day you would ask me to stop calling you that... Since everyone seems to think that you and Nanoha-mama..."
Fate smiled at that. "My relationship with Nanoha is complicated. We gave up on what other people thought a long, long time ago. More so than that, however," She parked the car in the mall parking lot and looked over at me. "I don't mind being known as your mother, and Nanoha doesn't either."
The words took me by surprise. "You talked to Nanoha-mama about it?"
"Of course," Fate assured me. "It wasn't nearly as awkward as you would imagine. She was smiling the entire time and told me that I was your mother as well, even if it wasn't on the adoption papers. Nanoha is your legal guardian, but family isn't just blood or paper. You're my daughter because we chose each other. I don't need a sheet of paper to say that, or have to marry Nanoha to get the title by default. I am your god mother officially, but if it is okay with you, I'd like you to continue thinking of me as your mother as well." Reaching over to me, she gave me an awkwardly positioned hug. "Nanoha feels the same, so what do you think, Vivio?"
"I... I'd like to keep you as my mom," I hugged her back tightly, trying not to cry. "Thank you..."
Fate pulled back and kissed my forehead. "It hurts to know you kept this inside for so long... Please, for now on, if you ever have anything you are worried about, please ask us, okay? That's what it means to be your mother."
"Yes," I nodded and wiped my eyes. "Thank you."
Fate rubbed her own eyes and took a deep breath, trying to steady herself. "Is there anything else you want to ask while we're here?"
I shook my head. "Later, there are a few things, but right now I just want to shop with my mom."
"Okay," her word broke lightly but after a few more breaths she smiled at me lovingly and we each got out of the car.
"Uhm," I reached to take her hand and walked with Fate-mama to the mall entrance. "Where do we buy stuff like this at in the mall?"
"Victoria, of course." Fate-mama informed me as the cool air of the mall washed over us. The sounds of chatter came at once and I walked beside my mother nervously now. I knew that store, and I was a little nervous about going into it.
"Are you sure? Isn't that like... Grown up stuff?"
"Well there are some like that, but it's just a regular store." Fate-mama giggled at me and I held her hand tighter when we went inside the store. At once my cheeks colored, looking around at all the different types of underwear on display. To my horror, Fate-mama didn't lead me over to some secluded area of the store, but instead got a clerk to come over to us. "Hello," Fate told her cheerfully. "My little girl needs to be measured, please."
I almost fainted when the store clerk nodded and whipped out some type of flexible tape measure. After a reassuring nod from my mom, I submitted myself to being measured. After learning my sizes, I felt a little bit of embarrassment leave just before I Fate-mama came back to me holding up different size bras. "I have to try them on too!?"
"Of course," she mused, putting different ones against my chest, making me grab them. Moments later, I was basically pushed into a changing room and I was joined by Fate-mama, who began unclasping the bras from the hanger. "You don't seem to be any smaller than an A-cup, maybe AA."
"D-don't the double numbers mean bigger?"
"Not for A," Fate-mama revealed to me, handing me a bra after I stripped my top. She watched my fumble for a bit before trying to cover a giggle and failing. My hands were behind my back, struggling to clasp the tiny little hooks that I could swear were making fun of me. After having her fill of embarrassing me, Fate-mama took the clothing off me, went around my back and looped it around me. "Like that, now turn, put arms through."
I blushed hard and did as I was told, feeling suddenly uncomfortable. "It's... awkward." I removed the article of clothing and replaced it with an other and then another. Finally I found one that seemed to fit me properly and I hopped in place, pleased at how I didn't feel the weird sensation anymore. "Oh this isn't that bad... But it feels a little odd."
"Here," I ran fingers along the hard section of the bra just under my chest.
"That's the under wire."
"Are there some without it?"
"Well, yes, but there isn't really a point in wearing them since they don't really support you... but I guess you're small enough to not worry about that."
I was subjected to being forced into many, many different styles and types before I decided on a kind that I really liked. It wasn't tight on my chest like other styles, and the straps weren't as thick as the first few I tried on. After that, I was able to leave the changing room and was lead over to a section that had the style I liked all on hangers. "Mom...?"
"Yes?" Fate leaned over.
I blushed and looked through the selection. "They're all so..."
Fate seemed to just realize something. "Oh, did you want something more simple?"
I blushed and turned from my mother, recalling that Corona had simple white cotton bras and Rio had cotton with prints all over them, matching her panties. Einhart-san had some that looked elegant, but were still a simple emerald green. What was in front of me were made of... I wasn't really sure, but it wasn't like theirs. They had frills and lace, complete with flower pattern designs sewn on them.
Mom seemed to be worrying now, so I shook my head and started picking out different kinds. "N-no, these are nice! Really pretty!"
Fate sighed out in relief and helped me pick out a handful of styles and colors ranging from pitch black to a fire red and a bright baby blue one that I really loved. To my surprise, Fate picked out matching panties for each color bra I had, ranging from her recommended lace and silk ones to my chosen cotton side ties.
After selecting them all, I as made to go into the changing room once more and try on the black bra so I could walk around the store. It felt really strange on me, and after about a minute of blushing and stammering, I was finally drug around behind Fate while she shopped a little for herself. My hands were popped more times than I could count when I tried to tug at my bra to adjust it and I finally gave up, head down and accepting the fact that they were no where near as comfortable as I had expected them to be.
Almost half an hour passed before we were done shopping and Fate-mama plucked the tag from the bra I was wearing instead of me changing out of it. "Mom!?"
"You can wear it out and get used to it," she told me calmly.
"I-I can't!" I tried to stop her as she opened the door to the changing room, but was too late. I followed her to the check out register and hid behind her when all my underwear was rang up. '
Oh my god, he's knows I'm going to wear those!
' I hid behind Fate-mama more when she let the male clerk scan the tag that was plucked from me. The name brand of my bra and style appeared on the register and my heart was pounding so hard in my chest I was sure my mom could feel it against her back. '
He knows what bra I'm wearing!!!
I felt a stab of guilt as well as shock rip through me when the total was given and I couldn't believe that we just spent almost four months of my allowance on clothing all at once. When we left the store, I was still looking at the floor, cheeks stained a dark crimson while I carried a bright pink and white striped bag in my hands. Even though Fate-mama was perfectly calm, I could swear that everyone looked at me and knew I had just bought underwear from that store thanks to my bags...
When we finally made it home, I felt a lot better about the ordeal and even the tight feeling around my chest seemed to be almost not there anymore. Running into the house happily, I was actually looking forward to changing in the locker room tomorrow so my friends could see the pretty things I bought. I knew Einhart-san would compliment me and I could just feel that Rio would be insanely jealous over them.
"Welcome home!" Nanoha's voice made me dart into the kitchen. "How was shopping?"
"Was fun!" I told her, setting my bags down. "I even got one like Fate-mama has, look." I pulled the bottom of my shirt up fully to show my mom the frilly black bra with see-through lace designs on it. Not a second later, I heard the sound of a spit take and coughing. My body froze and I looked to the side to see Yuuno sitting at our dining table, eyes looking away and cheeks a dark red. "Ah....ahhhnnn....."
Nanoha scratched her cheek. "Er, Yuuno-kun is staying with us for dinner..."
I ran from the room as quickly as I could, dodging Fate-mama and running up the stairs into my room so I could close and lock my door. As I fell face first onto my bed, I buried my face into a pillow and felt like it would be okay if I sank into my bed, never to be seen again.
I laid on my bed for several minutes before I slowly moved up into a sitting position. I sank back against my headboard and pulled a large stuffed dango plushie into my lap. I gave a small sigh and looked across the room for a few moments before blushing more and hugging my plush. "Kris, call Einhart-san please." A monitor appeared in front of me and I saw the girl's name on it for a few seconds before I got the image of my friend with an apron on. Several pots were in front of her and she had what appeared to be a smear of sauce across her cheek from her nose.
"Hello, Vivio-san." She greeted me casually. "What are you up to?"
Although I felt bad about interruption her during cooking, I knew it wouldn't really matter since she didn't have to focus on me too much. "Einhart-san..."
"Something wrong?" She looked at her monitor with a conscerned expression now.
"I flashed Yuuno-kun."
Einhart froze for a full three seconds before turning red and looking back at her cooking. "How bold..."
"I- I didn't
to!" I shouted, blushing like crazy. "I went shopping and showed Nanoha-mama a new bra I got, and I was wearing it, and I pulled up my shirt, and he was right there, and he saw it I'm sure, and I can't beleive I have to eat dinner with him tonight too!"
"Was that one sentence or five?" She asked me curiously, making me wish I could smack her upside the head.
"I'm serious here! I need help!"
Einhart was still blushing, but she didn't seem very phased by my words. "Well, I'm sure it's nothing to be worried over. Guys naturally want to see a girl's breasts. Now he won't have to wonder what they look like."
I felt my cheeks get so hot I was sure I was sweating. "E-Einhart-san!"
She smiled to herself and looked over her shoulder at me. "Relax, Vivio-san," her words were soft now, and I actually took some comfort in them. "It was in front of your mother, right?" I nodded at her. "And he is a life-long friend right?" I nodded again. "Then it shouldn't matter, he probably saw you naked countless times when you were a baby. To him it is nothing to worry about. They are probably laughing downstairs now at how you're so embarrassed over it."
I felt releived. "That's true... you're right..."
Einhart nodded. "So, besides you having a crush on him, it isn't a problem right?"
I nodded again. "Yes, thank you for- Now wait a gosh darn minute here! Who told you I had a crush on him!?"
"Rio," She blinked at me. "Was it a secret?"
!" I yelled at her. I covered my face with both palms and sank back again. I can't beleive Einhart-san knows about my crush...
"Well, he's the only male in your life, and it's natural with all the time you spend with him. You
follow him around like a lost puppy for a while as well."
"Shut up," I complained, looking away. "It's a stupid crush, I have on on that one guy from Super junior as well..."
Einhart nodded. "Mmn, that's why it doesn't matter too much." She smiled at me. "Hey, I think I am going to have a lot of left overs tomorrow, would you like me to make you a lunch box?"
I tried my best to smile at her. "A-ah, okay. That would be nice." Generally Nanoha-mama made me lunch on my first full day of school, but since Yuuno-kun was over then we probably wouldn't have enough left over anyway. "Thank you," I finished up once I eralized that she was still cooking for her current dinner. Countless pots were around her, making me wonder exactly what the girl was cooking. Before I could answer, however, a knock came at my door.
"Vivio?" Nanoha-mama's voice came easily. "Can I come in?"
"S-sure, one moment!" I turned to the monitor. "I'll talk to you tomorrow, okay?"
"Sure," Einhart-san waved lightly at me with a wooden spoon in her hand before the screen cut off. Taking a deep breath, I went to the door and opened it. "Hey Mama."
"You havn't changed yet?" She asked me curiously. "Don't get your uniform dirty, we don't have that many."
"Oh, yeah," I really didn't feel like changing clothes since it would draw attention to my attire and probably make yuuno-kun remember what happened not to long ago. Nanoha-mama help out my earlier disregarded bag and I flushed, realizing I left the bright pink and white bag on the kitchen floor when I bolted earlier. "Thank you..."
"Welcome," Nanoha closed the door and walked with me to my bed, where I dumped the contents. "Can I look?"
"Yeah..." I began changing while Nanoha-mama looked at my new clothes, giggling at the variety and colors.
"You let Fate-chan pick the store didn't you?" She giggled
"Is it that obvious?"
"Well, you don't have any bunny prints, so yes it is." Nanoha winked at me.
I gave a small laugh, knowing it would be true. "Yes, yes..." After several minutes, I was fully changed and walking downstairs with mama. Yuuno-kun came into site and he pointedly made no indication of looking at my chest. '
' I told myself. '
Just like einhart-san said, he probably saw me naked as a baby countless times... Wait, I was adopted when I was six, he never saw me as a baby!
The following day at school went by pretty quickly for the most part. I was placed in a seat at the front row but all the way to the side next to a window. Rio was to my right and Corona behind her. We all grinned at each other while looking over the textbooks in our bags. Although the start of each book seemed to contain things we already knew, about ahlfway into it the book started getting really interesting.
The homeroom teacher introduced herself to us again and we were given a once-over about everything that was talked about yesterday. After that, the bell rang and a new teacher came into the room. He was a tall man who was slightly heavy set. Blonde hair was styled on his head and he had a thick mustache. Opening his mouth, he addressed us in a thick accent. "Good Morning class, I will be your history teacher." He looked at all of us and hesitated when he saw me. I was used to this by now, due to my eyes, so I simply smiled at him happily.
The class began shortly and we proceeded through it at a fast pace. I was called on to read and I stood up contently to fill the classroom with my voice before sitting down once more. After me, Rio was selected shortly after and her peppy tone made me wake up a little bit more. A few more moments went by and Corona read untill the class ended, letting us all talk to each other.
"Wow," I mused to my friends when the teacher left. "Is it just me or did he really lay it on us the first day?"
Corona agreed with a nod. "He did, for real... Maybe he heard about us from the other teachers like before?"
Rio shook her head. "Nuh uh, we are in a new school so they wouldn't talk to our old teachers.
We were left wondering when the new instructor came in and staretd talking to the class even before the bell rang.
When lunch finally came, all three of us left the classroom together and went down the unfamiliar halls until we found a door leading out into the main courtyard. Einahrt-san was already there, sitting on the grass and looking around. Rio called out to her first, rather loudly, and waved over her head to get the girl's attention.
"Good afternoon," Einhart addressed us. "How were your first classes?"
"Boring," the word came from allof our mouths at the same time. Einhart seemed amused by this and she smiled while handing me a lunch box wrapped in a blue napkin. "Ah, thank you," I went on to say.
Opening the box, I looked at the oddly arranged mixture of food. The rice seemed to be packed weirdly and was clumped in areas, depsite being pressed down by the lid. The scent seemed normal enough and I took the offered chopsticks Einahrt handed me.
"Oh, did Einahrt cook for Vivio?" Corona asked, clearly knowing the answer already. "Aw, how sweet!"
"I bet her fanclub is really jealous," Rio added in, poking Einhart's arm with her copsticks.
The joke about Einhart-san having a fanclub wasn't really a lie, as I had met them once before while waiting for Einhart-san at the school gate last year. There were a group of about seven guys and two girls in the club, and I wasn't sure if she was flattered or creeped out by it, but judging by her personality, she probably didn't care one way or another.
Corona waved a hand in front of me and I blinked. "Going to eat?" She asked me curiously, plucking a piece of shrimp from my box. "I'll help myself then!" She popped it in her mouth and smiled brightly for a moment before her face turned blue. "It's... It's good..."
"Really?" Einhart asked, looking pleased. "I tried really hard."
I had a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, but I still picked up some chicken and put it in my mouth. The texture was a mix between super glue and cardboard, which was only slightly more pleasing than the taste, which reminded me of burnt wood covered in teriyoki sauce left on the counter for a few days. "It's good," I managed out a weak smile, making Einhart-san sigh in releif. I met Corona's eye and she turned away, signally to me all I needed to know about her opinion.
I ate slowly, trying not to cough as each piece went down. I had brought my own thermos as usual, and it was drained quickly just to help wash down the 'food' that Einhart-san made for me. Unfortunetly, though, the blazing hot sun above us reminded me just how warm it was, and when my drink ran out, I was left with half my food to go. I was sweating already from her over use of peppers and my stomach felt like it was on fire. I could feel the tingle in the back of my throat to warn me that I might throw up as well...
Fortunetly, or unfortunetly depending on how you looked at it, my body could no longer make it through the suffering I was going through. I saw my vision swim and my friends all turned to look at me. Rio was saying something, but her voice was wavering. The food in my stomach threatened to come up one more time before I manged to repress it... and I fell to the side as I lost consciousness.
I groaned as I woke up, blinking several times to celar my vision. A woman was leaning over me smiling and I felt really comfortable for some reason. "Awake?" She asked me, making me nod. I was helped to a sitting position and I realzied that I was in the nurse's office. All three of my friends were sitting next to me and I blushed hard when I realzied what happened.
Rio beamed at me. "You passed out from the heat and Einhart carried you bridal style all the way here!"
I blushed extremly hard at hearing that. "O-oh..."
"Do you hurt anywhere?" The nurse asked me.
"I..." I nodded. "My head really,
hurts for some reason." With those words, Rio looked at Einhart and grinned like the cheshire cat. Einhart-san's face was scarlet red and, for some reason, Corona was looking at the door frame leading into the room while obviously holding back a laugh.
The bell rang signalling the end of lunch period and my friends all hopped up. I was helped to my feet and the Nurse gave me some pills to fight off nausia that normally came after being in the heat for a long time. I took them at once and drank the glass of water offered to me before smiling and heading out of the room to make it through the rest of my day.
Once the final bell rang, I felt immensly better. Closing my books, I smiled at my friends.
.) Go to the library
.) Go to the Strike Arts stadium to train.
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