[Rhia]

Originally Posted by Shousha

I'ts been more than a year now.... still the pain hasn't diminished. =\
Wise man say times heals everything... but, there's a song by Evanecense (sp?) that says:

Spoiler:

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

We both loved this band... we used to sing their songs together (I play guitar, she sings), also Linkin Park.... and everytime I listen to this now... i just get real mad... mad like ANGRY and start crying and breaking things. -_-
Somehow I'm mad at time.... cuz what I heard from this "wise man" was not really acurrate.

I really hope this girl stops tearing your heart out and you get over her one day or even better you two get back together and get married
In my case its also been more than a year, well since i last saw him, to be exact 1 year 1month and ten days :PI dunno if i really LOVE him any more i just think about him more than any thing...but i think if we began to talk again id fall right back into that trap called LOVE again...