suzaku is STILL human
he can have bad days
he can have depression
he can have times when he thinks "whats the point of it all, nothing ever changes"
this is ESPECIALLY true since lelouch's plan DIDNT actually change human nature itself
and suzaku is also in the uniqe position where there is NOTHING he can EVER possibly hope for
if what people want more then anything is a tomorrow, then its the one thing that suzaku would NEVER have
he will keep playing the role of zero forever with no hope of ever begin or having anything else save that mask
everyone feels depressed some times
but suzaku has even MORE reason to
1)the weight of the world on his shoulders, regardless to whetehr or not he feels up to it
2)almost no one he could possibly turn to for support
3)no possible hope for a better future for himself. EVER
assuming that nunnaly can get them back on speaking terms
i think kallen is more likely to be of help then nunnaly is
becuse she is more likely to try and FORCE him to open up rather then let him have what he wants
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