That's true. But from what we can understand he just go around. I don' t think there is more than this. while he try to find if Restia was alive and never use spirit again. Until the time he do the contract with Est. Even the witch say this (or similar ). One thing i can tell he don't seem being without memory of this 3 year. It's probally nothing relevant from the story but only a excuse for explain why the most stronger blade dancer become like this.
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