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what I was doing wasn't helping anything. I looked at things from her perspective and saw myself as she must have seen me, and it wasn't pleasant. I also came to the realization that I was never actually in love with her in the first place, but rather, I was in love with the idea of being in love with her. I learned a lesson and this allowed me to move on.
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That makes two of us...a few years back, I was very positive that I was in love with this girl, we were kinda close friends and she didn't have many at the time, but the second I opened that mouth of mine about "true feelings", I realized they weren't as real as I had thought. Unfortunately she distanced herself afterwards (which is natural, taking her character into account) but at least I got over it.