Thank you
Im currently watching noir (Netflix)
I've seen Eden of the east. I also watched the first movie
I'll try berserk, someone told me to read the manga.
I think I should explain further I'm looking for anime that are similar to the gundam series, cowboy bebop, black lagoon, etc.
Anime with more realistic themes like dealing with the death of a comrade or a lover/loved one, killing people, failing to protect someone, going to war, etc.