sitting on NxF bench
Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: From where the pretzel comes
Age: 33
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Satashi
Anyway, on topic:
This is an idea for a small series of shorts. Fate's POV, canon timeline, senior year in school.
Spoiler for Week, part 1:
This was it. Now or never. Nanoha was looking at me curiously like she always does when I ask her to see me for a private question. I had to say this. I've waited too long...
"Nanoha," I began, voice scared. She noticed and instantly took both of my hands. "I'm..."
"Are you pregnant?" She asked me, concerned.
"What?.. No! No, I'm not pregnant!"
NAnoha sighed out. "Phew... Okay, what is it?"
I gave her a lopsided grin. She did that to make me feel better, to make my problem seem not such a burden, to try and ease the load it was for me saying it. That kind of thing was exactly why I had to say this now. "Nanoha," I began again. "This is really important to me, so please listen carefully okay?"
"Okay," She nodded lightly, rubbing my palms.
"Okay..." I took a breath. "I'm gay." I said it quickly before I could stop myself.
"I kind of thought so," Nanoha replied simply, eyes sparkling. " Nothing will change because of that."
"And," I went on, before she could continue. Seeing as there was more, she became serious again. "I like you."
She blinked.
Twice.
"...Like that," I finished lamely. Her hands didn't move from mine, which I took as a good sign.
It stayed silent for a while, making my heart beat slow down as I held my breath. "Wow," She suddenly breathed out, revealing her shock. One hand left mine as she covered her mouth and sat back. "Oh wow... I... don't know what to say."
I swallowed thickly. "PLease, say something?"
"I... I..." She tried to calm down. "Oh wow."
I felt sick. "Please," I begged her. "Anything!"
She looked scared. Her mouth opened to say something but stopped, averting her eyes. I hung my head down sadly, feeling myself being hugged. "I'm sorry," She whispered. "I can't reply."
"It's okay..." I knew this would happen anyway. Why did I even bother?
"Can I... have some time?" She requested.
Time? I pulled away just enough to look up into nervous eyes. "Time?" I voiced it aloud now.
"To answer," She whispered while moving away from me to sit properly. "I'm so shocked... I can't think."
Hope! She wanted to think about it! "Yes!" I screamed at her, making her jump back. "I'm sorry, yes. Yes, please, yes."
Nanoha smiled lightly, rubbing her hands together. "Tomorrow," She declaired. "Meet me here tomorrow okay? After school."
"O-okay!" She was going to think about it!
Nanoha slowly laughed, waved to me, and hurried out of the room. But it was okay. She was going to consider it! I had hope! Maybe, just maybe....
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cute short
looking forward to more
little offtopic:
did I read here somthing about an IRC -channel for Outer Cadia or I'm imagine things?
when I don't imagine things, then I ask next, is there also an IRC channel for the FF-thread?
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