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The first time I saw Smooth Criminal video, I was trully captivated by it. I became a fan of his music and dance. I get every album he released. I watch every video he made. But at one point when his skin turning white, I was worried about the public oppinion and became afraid to openly admit being his fan anymore. I even avoid bringing him up in conversation anymore ever since his case on child molestation. But now it's finally sink in on me that he's really gone not coming back, deep down I just realized I really missed him... somewhere deep inside I stil love him.... He was my inspiration. Yet when he was suffering and being cornered by the media, as his fan I didn't do anything and avoid him. Right now I feel really sick of myself and really hated myself.
I'm really sorry, Mike.
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