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Naoi I feel bully others and wanted student council position because he felt worthless of his life and wanted to feel that life mean't something by trying to be superior to others. Deep down inside he knows he feels worthless but tried to cover it up. When Otonashi was speaking to him it was breaking down this barrier he created for himself to cover up his pain. He realized in the end he was doing this because he wanted his existence to be approved by others and most importantly his father which treated him like crap and felt ashamed of him which led up to him thinking his existence and life is worthless. Him pretending to be his brother only worsen it because he started to lose his identity to the point he was in self-denial saying he is not himself but his dead older brother. That the life he had as himself was never real. Otonashi talk also made him accept that he is himself and that his existence is worth something. Doesn't mean what he did to everyone was right though.
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