[Nanya01]

Originally Posted by RadiantBeam

I post the end of my deal with Satashi for the ViCia lemon! .... Finally!

Be warned, first person narrative is not my strongest point. So I apologize right now if this piece kind of jumps around or makes no sense, I wanted it to match Satashi's piece as best I could.

Spoiler for Emerald ViCia Buildup: Lutecia:

Tonight was going to be the night. It wasn’t so much that I knew it as it was that I knew Vivio. She had been slow and patient, especially towards the end, but our relationship was steadily heating up. If she didn’t do anything about it tonight, I would be incredibly surprised and didn’t know her as well as I thought.

It was probably a cowardly move for me to choose to walk. The apartment I’d recently moved into wasn’t that far away from Vivio’s house, so I could walk if I wanted to, but deep down I knew I was just using the extra time to delay the inevitable and get my feelings sorted on the matter, hopefully before I reached the front door.

I wasn’t going to lie; I wanted Vivio. I knew quite well that while my feelings for her were genuine, my desire for her was also real—and something I had to wrestle with on a regular basis. The age difference had always been our biggest obstacle, followed by the amount of trust Nanoha-san and Fate-san had placed in me when we’d started dating. Vivio’s mothers had always had faith in my resolve and never seemed to mind leaving the two of us alone; or if they did, they never showed it in front of me. It was a lot to take into consideration.

(Honestly, I wouldn’t have been surprised if Nanoha-san had somehow roped her childhood friend Yuuno-san into supervising us tonight; she was amazingly sharp when it came to Vivio’s feelings for me, and I had no doubt that she knew what Vivio was thinking.)

Sighing, I shook my head and tried to clear my thoughts. I wanted this, Vivio wanted this, and Vivio was finally of legal age. There was nothing wrong if we took the last step tonight. For another thing, I knew my chances of waking up to Nanoha-san having a Starlight Breaker aimed my way were slim to none, despite the rumors that she was the White Devil incarnate when it came to her daughter dating.

No, contrary to belief, my biggest fear wasn’t Nanoha. In a way, my biggest fear was myself.

I would be lying if I said I was still a virgin; I’m not. While I’m not as promiscuous as the tabloids like to speculate I am, I’ve had a relationship or two that went that far before things were broken off, so I know how sex works. None of the break-ups were bad, and I still enjoy their friendships today.

The problem is, I don’t like the thought of breaking up with Vivio. I quite hate it, actually. And my biggest fear is that her first time, with me, might not live up to her expectations of it.

It’s an understandable fear; at least, I like to think so. I know Vivio has wanted this for a long time, and so have I; I don’t want it to be less than the best for her. I want to give her that, because I love her and because I can still remember what my first time was like.

Sighing, I shook my head again and decided not to think about it as I shoved my hands deeper into the pockets of my light winter jacket; since Vivio had never implied that beyond whatever happened tonight this date was different from any other, I was wearing a dark gray sweater and black pants, normal attire for me. It was simple, but I figured Vivio would appreciate it later tonight.

I wouldn’t think about it anymore, I resolved. Thinking about it only made me nervous and made me doubt myself and what I wanted to do; what I knew Vivio wanted. Whatever happened tonight would happen, and I would have no regrets.

I snapped out of my thoughts by… almost walking right into the door. Huh. That had been fast. Laughing softly to myself and wondering where all the time had gone, I lifted a hand and knocked on the door.

“Coming!” I heard her call from inside, followed by the sound of her darting through the house to reach the door and let me in. I felt my shoulders relaxed, and I smiled.

Yes, that was it. Whatever happened tonight, I was ready for it and would accept it as it was, regardless of the outcome.

For Vivio’s sake, I hoped it would be a good one.

Guess I'll comment here...

*nods* wow... heh, nice look into Lutecia's mind-set there. Very nice. :3

Vivio: Hooray! RadiantBeam finally let me do it! Hooray!
Lutecia: SHHHH! no breaking the fourth wall or yelling so loud that your mothers hear it!
Vivio: ...Um... Whoops.