[csuree]

until i was in school i did try and i did get rejected too many dozens of times, but as i entered college i stopped trying. and even now i do not try.

i have a fear of rejection, but it is understandable. After trying many times and failing you start to wonder...if there is no problem with the girls, then the problem must be with me...
but no one was kind enough to tell me what did i screw up....

so i still don't know what are my shortcomings...