From vol 10
Juubei's mother's condition is worsening, and Juubei hopes to get her mother to see her wedding with Saru. She said she won't rest a day, and she could obtain both Nobuna's dream and her mother's. Saru thinks to himself that he should not continue to lie to Juubei, and he could only choose one because he only has one soul. He thought that if he had met Juubei first, may be the choice will be different.
After the last vol 10 illustration of Nobuna kissing Saru, Juubei's loyalty to Nobuna and her admirations toward Saru are like being ripped off. She's at loss of words.
A certain scenario from a certain video game where Magoichi shot Nobunaga and forced Mitsuhide to carry on Nobunaga's dream is played in this volume. Except, it is not clear who pulled the trigger.
Oh God, do as you like to Nobuna and Saru, but please spare Juubei from sufferings.
And fuck you Saru, the name you inherit contained the name of the 2 women that you could love.
p.s This is from reading carefully, secretly, and fast in the office
:P, so I'm going to read it again and write some more ....Hoo ah
pps the fact that Saru admitted that he shouldn't continue to lie, and that Juubei did stood a chance, really made me happy, but in the same time, 'worry', and 'can't wait' for the next volume.