[Fweakin]

Originally Posted by grey_moon

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I thought that they weren't sure what caused the disaster.... I'm pretty sure that Azanael doesn't know the full details.

Maybe it is about difference of opinion, but if the person I loved sacrificed her life to protect the ship and her commander, I'll be damned if I'd do anything to undermine it unless it was for a really really good reason.

Azanael is resentful and selfish and I don't mean at Ekaril and Mari, I mean at the sacrifice that the person she is meant to love the most gave. See this is the issue, I think she loves herself more then Onomil, and that Onomil is willing to sacrifice herself for someone else then her is what perverted itself into this mis-directed rage.

She has every right to be angry, or sad, or what ever, but she can't say she loves Onomil, whilst then attacking the ship and Onomil's commander. Because by doing that she has just said Onomil's wish doesn't matter. When you love someone you respect your lovers wishes.

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Note I said somehow involved, not that she caused it

And I didn't say that I would do the same thing, nor that I think its right. I can simply understand how she came to make the choices that she has, and how she has justified it. Azanael is clearly still suffering with and trying to deal with a huge amount of grief and loss. And dealing with these kinds of overwhelming emotions can make a person do things that are not rational to an impartial observer. I don't think that makes her selfish though. I think that just makes her, bizarrely, human for want of a better term. You know what I'm trying to get at, at any rate

Plus, Speed Sub 11 is out