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At the very begining and during the course of ~
Traumend~, we notice that there is a accent in Shinku's personality ; this beeing something that gives us the in-sigh of a diferent look as to how her personality was during "
Season 1".
However some even after having finished ~
Traumend~ are still left wondering what where the reasons behind her change of prespective..
Hence now, we shall look and try to understand better the following aspects :
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What was the trigger that forced Shinku to change her ideals ? "
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Did Shinku realy gave up on the Alice Game ? "
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And if so.., did Shinku gave up on wanting to become Alice aswell ? "
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Again, it is advised that the viewer has seen at least "Season 1" in order to comprehend the following. ~
- After having defetead Suigin Tou, Shinku became filled with guilt & remorse.. , for she then saw in Gin a much more pure feeling to become Alice then the one she had.., and was unable to prevent her demise..;
..Something that, she herself ironicly was responsible ; which even consumed her more inside..
(And is also the reason why she did not take Gin's Rosa Mysticae in the end.)
However her conscience could not let go of those final moments, those moments where she could have made the choice to prevent it all..
Hence, her guilt & remorse where by the first episodes of
~Traumend~ eating her inside so much that she could no longer even fight another Rozen Maiden (as we saw when Bara provoked her, & Shinku compleatly froze) without seeing Gin's reflection in them..
So.., needless to say Shinku was steps away from "breaking" inside..
After
~Traumend's~ episode 6 though..., once Gin appeared in her N-Field and she realised Gin had been repaired , her happiness for having her sister alive again was so much that she could not contain her tears..
In which she then apologised for everything.., including possibly.., even for events we are yet to see in
~Ouverture~.
Hence, after having cleared that weight off of her conscience and seeing that her sister was Alive again , she on
~Traumend's~ episode 7 reveals a much happier attitude.. ; so happy that in fact everyone else notices the change.
However.., this entire experience made a Extreme & profound impact on her self-persona..
- Currently the only way that the
Rozen Maiden where aware to achieve "Alice", was through the
Alice Game.. , which would imply that all would sooner or later have to suffer the same fate as Gin did.., except one.
And Shinku.. well.., because she was now aware of how rong this was, she could no longer take part in it.
For the love of her sisters..., she at then that time chose not to become Alice, for she did not want anyone else to perish.
In fact.., when confronted by Sousei Seki about why she would not fight when everyone was provoked by Kanaria, Shinku said those exact same words.
"I do not want anyone else to go away..., I just want things to be like they are now"
Thus.., making it safe to assume that she at that time.., clearly did no longer care about becoming Alice.., not like this.
However as we know, it was inevitable that she would be forced to Fight yet once again.. ; but this time Shinku ONLY chose to do for the sole purpose to
Stop the Alice Game instead.
In the end though.., it was only after all of this, upon meeting with "Father" are hearding the following words :
"Dream of becoming Alice once more. For there are other ways.."
That she then
Only here started to once more seek to achieve this Dream.
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