Life 1(Part 1)
‘WAKE-UP! WAKE-UP! IF YOU DONT WAKE-UP I’M GOING...TO KISS....YOU’
“Ummm...”
An alarm clock which has the voice of tsundere which has the function of waking the person up, but unfortunately it couldn’t wake up the owner of it. That “owner” is mumbling on the floor because he has fallen down from his bed. That would be me. That was an awful dream..... I saw that awful dream again. Lately it’s been about the same dream. The dream where I was killed by Yuma-chan. But since I’m standing here alive, that had to be a dream.
“Isei! Wake up!”
Mum’s voice came from the stairs, just like every morning.
“I know! I’m awake!”
After replying I got up from the floor. Haa... Looks like my day started from a bad start. I feel so down..... I made a big sigh while putting my arms through my uniform.
“I’m going”
I left the house while yawning. During the walk to school, I can’t help my eyes from closing due to the sunlight. Oh man, it so bothersome. Lately the Sun has been giving me a bad effect. The sunlight feels like it is piercing through my skin and I can’t stand it. Anyway the morning sunshine is totally bad for me and I can’t wake up in the morning.
Since I don’t wake up, lately my mum comes and wakes me up roughly. Instead at night, I become more “stronger”. There is something inside my body that comes out and makes the tension of my body high. I’ve totally became the “night” person. Weird, something is wrong. I do stay up late often, but it would be a “miracle” if I could even stay awake till 1’o clock in the morning. But lately I could easily stay awake, even up to 4’o clock in the morning. Lately I go to sleep after the Sun comes up, and that has been the daily routine. I’m not addicted to online game nor am I addicted to night shows. What’s happening to my body? Is my brain responding not to sleep, so I don’t have to watch the dream where my girlfriend kills me? Well that’s just my personal feeling so that can’t be it. It would natural for the body to feel the need of going to sleep.
The feeling at night is totally different from before. To test it, I went out at night and the walking pace of my footstep is faster and my heart is shaking with joy when I go into dark places at night. I dashed at night, and to my surprise it gave me incredible speed. If I join the track team, I would easily become the best. I can even do a full marathon as if I’m jogging and I don’t lose any stamina. I became over confident and when I ran in the morning, I lost my stamina easily. It would be an average speed for a high school student but there is a huge gap between my “night-self” and “day-self”. I become weird at night. It would sound like a phrase coming from a freak, the feeling at night is changing me into a different person.
Ahgg... The sunlight is still strong. Unlike at night, I become totally “weak” at day. No matter how much I think, something is definitely wrong with my body. Since the day after the date with Yuma-chan, I can’t stop but think that my body has changed.
The school I go to is a private school, Kuou Academy. Before it was a Girls only school, but now it’s a co-ed. So the ratio of girls is greater than boys, but is the year goes on number of boys increases. But overall, there are more girls compared to boys. I’m an 11th grade student, and in my class the ratio of girls to boys is 7:3. For 12th grade student it is 8:2. Even now the girls have stronger authority and majority of the people in Student Council are girls, even the School President is a girl. It’s a school where boys can’t do whatever they like but I joined this school. It’s simple. This place has more girls, and that is a wonderful thing. This school is said to be hard to get in to, but I got in thanks to my bad intentions, which is to study while being surrounded by girls. Just for that reason, I am currently attending this school. What’s wrong with that!? What’s wrong with being a horny guy!? It’s my life! No one has the right say anything to me! I’m going to build a harem at this school! And that was my mission when I entered this school. But now I feel depressed. Since there are so many girls here, I thought I could make 2 or 3 girlfriends easily. But I was wrong. Only one group of good looking guys are popular but girls don’t even look at me. To be more precise, they ignore me like trash lying on the floor. Shit! This wasn’t in my plan! It can’t be!? In my plan, I was supposed to get my first girlfriend straight after I entered this school! After that I break up with her and start dating a new girl, which keeps on going in a cycle, and by the time I graduate many girls were supposed to fight over me in a Battle Royale! At this rate, my aim would be just a dream! Wait is it already a dream!? What is wrong!? The era I was born in? Or is there something wrong with me.....? No.....! I don’t want to think about it! That is the daily thing I am thinking about.
I arrived at my classroom while making a big sigh, and sat down on my chair.
“Hey, buddy. How was the porno video I rent you? It was some good stuff wasn’t it?”
The guy who came to speak to me has a bald head and he is my buddy number 1: Haneda. At first glance he looks like a experienced sportsman, but he is a perverted guy who says sexual harassments comments daily. During junior school he was a super good sportsman, and he made so much record but now he is in the photo club. He wants to get pictures of girls from every angle and so he is nicknamed the ‘Perverted Baldy’ and the ‘Sexual Harassment Paparazzi’.
“Hmm, the wind was strong this morning wasn’t it? Thanks to that I was able get a good view of the girl’s panties.”
The guy with the glasses who is acting cool is buddy number 2: Motohama. His glasses have an ability which lets him get the numerical value of girl’s measurements. His nickname is “Perverted Glasses”, and “BWH calculator”. These two are my buddies. Seriously, every time I look at these two I feel like a “loser”.
“I got some nice stuff”.
Matsuda took out a load of inappropriate magazine and DVD object from his bag, and put it on my desk without any hesitation.
“Heee!”
There was a small scream coming from a girl from the other side of the class. Well, that would be a normal reaction, since something like “this” is happening from the morning. “Sick brats”
“Die you filthy beasts!”
Followed by a scream, there were negative comments coming from other girls.
“Silent! This’ is our entertainment! Girls and kids shouldn’t look and keep away! Or else I will rape all of you in my imagination!”
Nice sexual harassment speech like always, Matsuda-kun. Not long ago, I would be saying “Wow, where did you get theses treasures from!” with glittering eyes. But since I’m in a bad state lately every morning, I don’t feel like getting loud or noisy about it. Matsuda makes a sigh while looking at my face.
“What is it with you? There are this much treasure in front of you and your expression is boring.”
“What’s wrong with you? You aren’t your usual self lately. It’s definitely weird.”
Motohama also makes a comment while poking his glasses.
“I also want to get excited with all of this, but lately I don’t have the energy to get exicted.”
“Do you have some illness? That can’t be. The guy who is a ‘form of all sexual desire’ like you can’t be sick.”
Motohama says a rude comment about me. Seriously, this bastard is rude.
“Oh, is it that? The hallucination about the imagery girlfriend you have. Yuma-chan, was it? Is that giving you a side effect?”
“Do you guys seriously don’t remember Yuma-chan?”
Both of them starts looking at me with a sad eyes after my question.
“We seriously don’t know her. You really should get a doctor to check you. Isn’t that right Motohama?”
“Yeah, and we’ve been saying a dozen of times that we don’t know anyone with that name.”
They are always like this, every time I ask them about Yuma-chan. I thought they were just playing a joke. But after talking to them seriously, I found out that they were telling the truth. I definitely remember introducing Yuma-chan to them. They were saying things like “How come a babe like her is going out with Isei!” and “There must be a system error occurring. Isei, you haven’t done anything illegal did you?” and was keep on making rude comments. I remember I was getting cocky and said, “You guys should get a girlfriend is well”. I remember that time very clearly. But they don’t, and they don’t even remember about Yuma-chan. It’s like if Yuma Amano never existed. It’s like if the time I spent with Yuma-chan never happened and it’s just like the hallucination these two were talking about. Like these two proved, there are no record of Yuma’s mobile number or mail address in my mobile phone. Was it deleted from the memory? Did someone delete it? That can’t be! I wouldn’t delete it, so who did!?
I called the number that I remembered, but that phone number isn’t currently used. So does that mean she didn’t exist? Was it all my imagination? Something crazy like that could never happen, but apart from my memory, there is no evidence to prove that she existed. If I think about it, I don’t know her home address. She was a student from other school, and I found the school where they were wearing the same uniform is her. So I asked the students from that school about Yuma-chan, but they said there is no student with that name. So who was my girlfriend? Who was I dating? So the dream I’ve been having is just the imagination that I made up. Was I talking to Matsuda and Motohama is if this was all reality? That would make me a freak. I clearly remember her face. There’s something wrong about all of this, even the strange strength I get at night. But what is it? While I was thinking about these past incidents, Matsuda rested his hand on my shoulder.
“It can’t be helped, I guess. We are in the middle of our youth, so it might be normal for us to behave like this. Okay then, you guys come over to my place after school. I’ll show you some of my secret collection.”
“That’s an excellent idea, Matsuda-kun. You should definitely invite Isei-kun is well.”
“Of course I am, Matsuda-kun. We are boys who are filled with lots of sexual desire. If we don’t do anything about it, it will be rude to our parents who gave birth to us.”
Two of them are smirking. They are so perverted. No matter how you look at them, they are just some perverted creep. And sadly I am one of them. Well, who cares, since I also live for these kind of things.
“Okay then! Today, we won’t hold back! We’ll get some drinks and food while watching porn!”
“Yeah, that’s it! That’s definitely the Isei, we know!”
“That’s the spirit. We need to celebrate the happiness of being born is a guy.”
Matsuda and Motohama is getting all excited. I will leave the incident about Yuma-chan on hold. I need to take a break sometime is well! Today I will forget about the incident and get hooked into porn!
That’s when it happened. After we made the plan for the afternoon, there was a crimson red colour which took my attention. From the classroom window, I gazed to a certain girl, who was at the school court. I wasn’t able to take my eyes of a girl who was walking towards to school building. She had a crimson red hair, and her beauty wasn’t that of a human being. Her slim proportion wasn’t the shape of a Japanese girl. Obviously she isn’t Japanese, and people say that she is from Northern Europe. Anyone would get their heart taken by her, after witnessing her beauty. Her name is Lias Gremory, our school idol. She is a 12th year student, and hence my senior. I realised that everyone was looking at her, both guys and girls. Matsuda and Motohama was also looking at her. This happens every day. Everyone looks at her when she walks past them. Some people stop walking, some people some people stop talking, and just to watch her walk past them. The wind gently blows her hair, while everyone is watching her. Her hair come down to her hip and her hair was blown by the wind again. It looks like the view around her also looks red, just like her hair colour. Her beautiful skin, which was white as a snow was remarkable. Beautiful, that’s the only word to describe her in one word. That’s the only word you needed to describe her. I always stopped doing everything, every time I looked at her. But lately, the way I looked at her changed. She is beautiful, but she was too beautiful. Her beauty scares me, and I was a little bit scared when I looked at her. I don’t why I feel scared at her, but I started to feel scared of her after Yuma-chan disappeared. Then, her eyes moved towards our building and it captured me. I felt like if my heart was grabbed by her. The feeling you get when someone who is more superior is standing front of you. Her blue eyes changed and her mouth was smiling a bit. Was it directed at me? It can’t be, since I never spoke to her before. Then, I suddenly recollected about the dream I had. At the end of the dream there was a person with red hair who he spoke to me. A person who seemed gentle, but also a bit scary. When I was comparing both of the people, she was already out of my sight.