I guess shounen will always have enough fuel.
For the last week, I had a sudden itch to go back to Hearthstone for the first time in 3 years. After the first day, I was disgusted by how out of control cards that Discover a card/Cast 20 mana of random spells/turn your whole deck into spells of higher cost but retaining the original cost/play your whole deck in 1 turn were. So...I was compelled to find a way to construct a beatdown deck with none of those vile near-endless card generator cards that could smash through them and the utter aggro decks. I was very limited since I hadn't played in years, so with what I had, I went to the Wild format, spent my remaining dust on some new legendaries and made a Mech Mage deck. One week later...I actually made Legend rank. Ironic...I spent 5 years back in the day trying to get to Legend and always falling short by a few ranks in the tier before Legends. This time...I actually punched through. And it felt damn good. I literally saw no one playing the deck I was. I didn't spend any money, I didn't go after the pay-to-win mini sets, I didn't play a popular deck. To finally make it after all this time was a real sense of euphoria. To do it my way and go completely against what was popular was infinitely amplifying that satisfaction.
I took a bit of a look at Bocchi the Rock. Several friends of mine rate it as their fave of last year. I recommend it to others. I respect what it did. But I have to be honest - I can't vibe with it. There was probably some point I probably would have. But I really don't want to now. I walked away from those things. Depression/social anxiety is a heck of a burden. But with experience came resilience. I've got no time to self-doubt/fear failure. If anything, failure in my 20s made me wake up and finally get things on track in my 30s. I need to focus on what I can do and get a move on. Find enough people to get along with, be polite to colleagues, be open to some new things, hold onto good things from years past. If anything, social anxiety and depression are what consumer industries want from us. Enduring the negatives in life can be ugly, but if you don't, you won't get have any chance to get to the good things in life and someone far less worthy will instead. Welcome to the NHK knew that - but its message would be so very lost on people these days.
I sure had a lot of self-loathing instances during the final 3 days of that ranked grind. I got to the final tier before Legend in only 2 nights, but after that, it got damn hard. I certainly felt like quitting a lot of times, but I adjusted, changed a few cards and they made the difference, allowing me to get a major win streak going to get over the line. Adapting to what life throws at you is essential. Very few people will ever care about you or like you. And it's not the end of the world if they don't. Again, given the number of friends I have that literally live out Bocchi the Rock, I get it and I respect it. But it isn't me. I don't want to go back to what I once was. I'm busy living and helping/catching up with those that want to get somewhere.
And let's face it - between the imminent financial crash, the actions of certain governments, resource shortages, housing shortages/prices - things are going to get harsher. Adapt or fall.
Fyi, I was never worried per se. I was honestly hoping that maybe things might change. But we'll be in a shounen/isekai glut for a long time at this rate in the manga/LN/anime realms.