[carmolita]

Originally Posted by Slick_rick

Spoiler for Chapter 51:

Nothing really new revealed this chapter. We find out Yuki has feelings for Zero, which was pretty obvious for a long time, and that she's torn between them. Also her vampire side is being crushed because of these feelings for Zero, again nothing that wasn't obvious. Yuki seemed pretty pathetic this chapter. She's need a hobby to take her mind off this. Zero's got vampire hunting and Kaname got his plots for world domination(probably). She's need to find her own thing.

Can't help but feel once again Yuki's lying to herself. She doesn't seem happy. All this talk about an eternity of loneliness but even if she's not alone I don't see her being happy with Kaname. He's the big brother that shelters and spoils her but she needs to decide for herself what she wants to do. I wish she was more selfish and instead of worry about hurting Kaname or Zero decided what will make "her" happy. Until she's get over this Kaname suffering for her sake motive for her feelings I'll never take her declarations of love for him seriously.

Yuki is being selfish... She's always loved and wanted to be w/kaname, but felt that it was impossible because she was human and he was a pureblood. The two parts of her are still melding into one and their's still a lot she doesn't understand quite yet. Being in love w/kaname gives her comfort and refugee even if she does have feelings for someone else. But those feelings are attached to the human part of her which zero loved sooo much-it doesn't surprise me that she has such a hard time letting go.. cutting her human side off is cutting off zero. She needs to embrace being a vampire and accept her human qualities. Because she was never really human to begin with she just simply had the appearence of one. I can't wait for the next chapter...I gotta know if she's going to use those fangs