I stand corrected, Sayaka just went lower and lower. I sympathize with her, but I found her to be... quite stupid as well. She was just too flawed. Right, like with Lloyd Irving's enthusiasm. Very determined at first, but that same determination gets crushed quickly when not fueled enough. What is left is the negativity which only spreads further. Her intention to never use magic for herself was only part of the greater suffering. Sayaka assumes one thing, and then sticks to that, not being able to see an alternative. The same thing can be said about her self-questioning she couldn't find an answer to. So sadly, I think her misery was mainly her own fault.
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