In my opinion, Houtarou does not consciously knows what he wants with Eru. Outside observers like Mayaka can see the attraction, but Houtarou seems rather oblivious to it. He is basically just applying his "old" principles to Eru, but I think his heart subconsciously feels otherwise.
Ep11.5 was the most direct moment thus far, and it probably won't be long( hopefully...) before the realisation hits him.
Cheers.
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