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Yuno · 2010-10-15, 01:08

Hello and Welcome to my little section of the forums.

Here you will find many of the various things that I am working on. As well I shall share poems, Tang Poems, Haiku, and Musings. In time I may add my paintings, caligraphy, and other things I am working on. I must apologise as I have very little skill with image manipulation and computers, so this thread may seem rather drab.

Lets start with an excerpt from my story shall we?

Spoiler for Forbidden Desire Prologue:

Human beings smile daily, but do they truly mean it? I stared blankly from my home as people moved about the market talking and laughing. Did anyone truly care about what another thought or felt? Are we so selfish as to hide our true emotion or intentions behind a false mask. It frames our face so and we wear it all our lives. I would never know the closeness of another, the affection, the warmth. I am a lost soul given the face of a hideous man. The religious texts tell us that we are all made after god’s image so that we were all special and beautiful. Though god’s children forsake my face shunned for my features and called me a monster.

I was destined to be alone, I scraped about my house day in and day out wondering what it would be like to have another person near me. Talking. Maybe even laughing. I would not know these things from anyone on this earth, no one had the capacity… the mercy. However, loneliness and being to yourself is enough to kill a man, I can assure you that. The madness grips at you and pulls every fibre of your being screaming to get out. You holler “I want to live!” at the top of your lungs, but the cage is deeper than simply the foundations of your home. The cage is much more elusive. Built by fear over centuries of societal pressures and expectations. Built from classification, built from hatred, and built from the very people who speak of hope and love.

I knew not what to do to overcome this loneliness. However, as I gaze out at the window I knew if no one of god’s children shall love me. What if I were to create man’s child? An artificial being that could live, breath, speak, and even love. The thought gripped me I do admit. The thought shook me and moved me. I dedicated myself to my learning of such an art and in time I found myself staring at the quiet elegance resting deep in my basement. Yes… I couldn’t gain love so I would create it with my own hands. Innovation, learning, and adaptation was a human’s true strength. Call me pathetic if you will, but I am merely adapting to my circumstances.

Story - Forbidden Desire (Dropped):
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

Story - A World With Only Us:
Sigh Factory and Chance Meeting

Folklore:
Enlightenment
What Do I Look Like?
The Monk and The Spider

Poetry:
The Bottle
Dear Dream
Cricket and the Ice Queen
Three Step Poems
Still I Burn
The Chairman
Misfit Toy

Inspirational:
Musings with Papermario13689 (Paper)
Musings with Papermario13689 (Me)
A Hole in the Bucket

2010-10-15, 01:08	Link #1
Yuno Balanced Diet Join Date: Sep 2010 Location: !ouY htiW	Sofiel's Place of Being Hello and Welcome to my little section of the forums. Here you will find many of the various things that I am working on. As well I shall share poems, Tang Poems, Haiku, and Musings. In time I may add my paintings, caligraphy, and other things I am working on. I must apologise as I have very little skill with image manipulation and computers, so this thread may seem rather drab. Lets start with an excerpt from my story shall we? Spoiler for Forbidden Desire Prologue: Human beings smile daily, but do they truly mean it? I stared blankly from my home as people moved about the market talking and laughing. Did anyone truly care about what another thought or felt? Are we so selfish as to hide our true emotion or intentions behind a false mask. It frames our face so and we wear it all our lives. I would never know the closeness of another, the affection, the warmth. I am a lost soul given the face of a hideous man. The religious texts tell us that we are all made after god’s image so that we were all special and beautiful. Though god’s children forsake my face shunned for my features and called me a monster. I was destined to be alone, I scraped about my house day in and day out wondering what it would be like to have another person near me. Talking. Maybe even laughing. I would not know these things from anyone on this earth, no one had the capacity… the mercy. However, loneliness and being to yourself is enough to kill a man, I can assure you that. The madness grips at you and pulls every fibre of your being screaming to get out. You holler “I want to live!” at the top of your lungs, but the cage is deeper than simply the foundations of your home. The cage is much more elusive. Built by fear over centuries of societal pressures and expectations. Built from classification, built from hatred, and built from the very people who speak of hope and love. I knew not what to do to overcome this loneliness. However, as I gaze out at the window I knew if no one of god’s children shall love me. What if I were to create man’s child? An artificial being that could live, breath, speak, and even love. The thought gripped me I do admit. The thought shook me and moved me. I dedicated myself to my learning of such an art and in time I found myself staring at the quiet elegance resting deep in my basement. Yes… I couldn’t gain love so I would create it with my own hands. Innovation, learning, and adaptation was a human’s true strength. Call me pathetic if you will, but I am merely adapting to my circumstances. Story - Forbidden Desire (Dropped): Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Story - A World With Only Us: Sigh Factory and Chance Meeting Folklore: Enlightenment What Do I Look Like? The Monk and The Spider Poetry: The Bottle Dear Dream Cricket and the Ice Queen Three Step Poems Still I Burn The Chairman Misfit Toy Inspirational: Musings with Papermario13689 (Paper) Musings with Papermario13689 (Me) A Hole in the Bucket Last edited by Yuno; 2011-12-30 at 06:43. Reason: Adding More Stuff!