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Originally Posted by BigPrime

He didn't remember his past. The memories were coming back to him, probably over the course of the whole series, judging by his remarks to Shirou. By the time of the fight with Berserker they were pretty much all back even if he didn't want them.

oh yeah..now i remember how it adds up

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for example when he said " i thought i left behind those ideals" and it showed the flashback of shirou and rin at the church talking..how he didnt want to kill anyone cuz he could've easily gone for that loli girl