[Celebrianna]

Originally Posted by Full Metal Coast

but one thing you missed out on was that

Spoiler for Novel:

even while Nami was alive Sousuke was feeling bad about being happy in that situation with her while Kaname was a prisoner and he realises that even though himself and Nami get on so well he still missed Kaname and still wanted to get her back no matter what.

Spoiler for Sousuke and Nami:

I just finished reading the translated version of this novel and I got the impression that Sousuke felt a "fleeting" temptation to take the easier road (Nami) rather than the more difficult one (Kaname). However, it seemed like it was only fleeting because he only thought of it in the moment before he was going to risk his life in the AS arena.

So, to me it seemed like in that moment, Sousuke was thinking "hey, I like it here and I could fall for this girl (who by the way reminded him very much of Kaname, personality wise) and stay and be safe and happy. But despite his time with Nami and the others, all the things that Sousuke was planning was still towards his ultimate goal of finding Kaname. So, even if he was falling into the peaceful life, subconsciously he was still determined to continue on his course to find Kaname. There were some touching thoughts in BOMF where we learn more of his feelings for Kaname. I quite like them because it certainly left me thinking that no matter whom he meets, Kaname is the one he loved.