That's partially his part of guilt. He dated Haruka for a month but she hardly bring himself to love her. He thought if he were more euthnastic about their relationship then the tragedy would never have happened. Then it turned into nostalgia and he just kept the good memories. It's cruel to say, but in some sense Haruka's coma was an "effective way" for her to gain Takayuki's love.
Haruka's pain was certainly obvious, and her suffering blinded Takayuki to the others' suffering. Somehow that's why I call him Bakayuki too. He's way to nice and even somewhat dumb. The opposite of Itou Makoto(who's dumb in another sense)
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