[KaoruLia]

Originally Posted by karice67

If you want to know what he really said, I'd needed a reminder, but thankfully it's written on the page.

Spoiler for text:

「役にとりつかれ、自分の存在が消えてしまいそうで、怖い．．．」
"Being wrapped up in my roles, such that my own existence seems like it will disappear...I'm afraid..."

Thanks! I'm assuming he's talking about why he left Kabuki, right? It's interesting to hear Alto's thoughts out loud, because we didn't have the chance to know much about him in the TV series.