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2010-04-05, 21:31 | Link #4102 |
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It's off topic, so I'll just leave it at "I need to graduate before social life kills me"
To get back on topic, I picked up a Korean learning CD from the library today. Maybe it will help me with this girl? Who knows. I do know the girl herself actually did begin to learn my own native language as well. Would you consider that to be significant in any way, or no? |
2010-04-05, 21:52 | Link #4103 | |
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2010-04-05, 23:25 | Link #4104 | |
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2010-04-06, 04:30 | Link #4105 |
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Ok, so kinda long and wierd problem I have. I won't go into detail at the moment about everything, but basicly somthing happened when me and my ex girlfriend went out of town last week to visit her best friend.
Now me and my ex gf have been sorta on and off for about a year, we really don't fight or argue, just stuff keeps coming up or happening. We have been very close lately, kissing, sleeping together whenever we can(not sex just actual sleeping) and just basicly hanging out daily. Now on our vacation everything was going pretty good till the night before we had to leave back when her, her best friend and her boyfriend got drunk at her house, I didn't drink. Anyways earlier that day, my ex gf told me to use her phone to text her friend where to meet while she was using the bathroom, while opening her inbox up, I noticed a text from her ex bf before me, I stupidly opened it up and saw that the night before she had texted him she loved him and missed him and that she wished she was with him right now...Now I didn't say anything to her I just texted her friend and went on like normal. I guess my next mistake was being hurt and having to talk to somone about it, so I text my only guy friend I can trust, I basicly tell him that I saw the text, and that I know its normal for you to still love your ex's etc but it still hurt to see that. We sent a few texts back to each other and that was it. Fast forward back to that night. My ex and her friend had ALOT to drink, they were giggly, couldn't walk straight, saying stupid things, etc not throwing up luckily enough but still very tipsy. While we are playing a board game somehow my ex says somthing to the effect that she likes to tease me, so I kinda distance myself and dont talk much, just to prove I guess that her teasing won't work on me. They both are having way too much to drink, so while they are busy with the game I hide the alcohol. After a bit they notice it missing and try to look for it, begging me to tell them where it is, I don't and they keep looking. They eventually find it, but luckily don't drink anymore...now for some reason while her friend and her boyfriend are getting ready for bed, my ex comes up and randomly hugs me, thinking its just the alcohol i don't do anything, but then she whispers I love you, to me, I tell her no she doesn't, she then says "Just because you act like a douchebag sometimes doesn't mean I can't love you, just because I get mad at you doesn't mean I can't love you right?" I just say right and hug her back, she then gets ready for bed too....Now...here is where the problems starts. She's in her bed when she just gets up and comes over to me and tries to grab my phone, I ask her why and she says she saw me text stuff about her and she wants to know what, I tell her shes drunk and to go get some sleep, so she lays down. I tell her i'm gonna take a shower...Now at this point i'm trying to think how she could know I texted my friend, I figured she must have glanced over or somthing and saw a bit of it or somthing cause theres no other way she could have known. Now the lock on the bathroom door is apparently not so good, cause while I'm changing the door handle wiggles and it unlocks and she comes in, she wants to see my phone again, so I show her a few texts thinking that'll be good. Then she kinda flips out I guess, saying how I ruined her trip, and that I need to be more of a man, and that she hates me and storms off outside. Not wanting her to do anything stupid while shes drunk at like 3am in the morning I follow her. She tells me she is going to sleep in her car and to leave her alone...though it wasn't as nice as that...and so I eventually go back inside and shower, I hear the door open and close, so I get out of the shower and find her laying back in bed. I decide to sleep on the ocuch instead of with her. That morning I wake up to the sound of her getting up,etc but I don't 'wake up' a little bit later she ends up putting a blanket over me, before leaving with her friend to go shopping while I'm still 'asleep'. The rest of that day went normal and the ride back home was ok. But now that we are back home, we havent really talked to each other much, I hafta see her tomorrow but i'm not really sure what to do... I guess I'm hoping she was just saying some/most of that cause of the alcohol and that we could still be friends if not more. But a part of me wonders if its even worth trying, and I guess I'm also afraid that if I do confront her it'll make it worse since if she Did see somthing I'll have to explain it and I don't want her to think I like stalk what she does cause that isn't the case...I know I shouldn't have looked but I was curious. But even if she didn't see anything and she was just being paranoid cause she thought I was saying somthing, why did she go from 'i love you' to 'i hate you'? bleh I just don't know if its the alcohol or want...guess I just wanted to rant...sorry if this went on too long, you all can ignore it if you like On a side note: her ex before me lives in several states away and is engaged, so too be honest, I really really doubt anything can even happen between them now.
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2010-04-06, 07:33 | Link #4106 | |
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All in all, sounds like you're far better off without her. Alcohol oft brings out certain behaviours because it lowers people's barriers, so to speak. Putting that and her txting her ex together, I wouldn't bother interacting with her at all. You returned from your trip, and you're done, you don't have to deal with the verbal abuse, explosions of immaturity/temper, or any of that other crap anymore. Whether anythign would happen between her & her ex is rather irrelevant. That she wishes she were with HIM, and not YOU, however, is relevant. My overly harsh advice? Here's some soap. Wash your hands of that waste of time, and find someone who's more mentally stable.
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2010-04-06, 08:20 | Link #4107 |
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I generally agree with Chey. To me she seems like she's split between you and another guy she probably even knows she has no chances with. To say that sort of thing and then throw a tantrum just isn't right. If she really loved you, she wouldn't have sent a text to her ex iibh. The she said she loves you under influence though might mean she's telling the truth. It does lower people's barriers and most people I've known tend to reveal things about themselves they'd rather want to keep hidden. What I'm also wondering is why she'd ask you of all people to sned a text to her friend. Why couldn't she do it herself? It's not like texting someone can take so long. I may be reading too much into this, but maybe she wanted you to read that particular text and that it was actually meant for you and not her ex? But that's pretty farfetched....
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2010-04-06, 09:31 | Link #4108 |
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Just going to agree with Chey, really. Loving someone doesn't give you the right to verbally abuse them, or to treat them cruelly. Though considering she was under the influence, I wonder just how genuine some of her words are; I've heard that getting drunk can lower a person's natural defenses and make them say things they don't usually say, but that's hardly anything to go by. In any case, don't worry about it too much. It's over with, and if she wants to act like nothing happened, then you can too.
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Having info on your age would help a lot, either way I suspect it's just a storm in a teacup: she drinks too much for your taste, and hangs out with people you don't want her to be around. Just tell her up front that if she wants to love you, she'll have to get rid of those two.
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2010-04-06, 16:40 | Link #4110 |
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UltimaWolf, I agree with what the others have said. There are too many negatives (drinking too much, loving her ex, treating you like crap.) The fact that you checked her text messages too when you were to text her friend can have a background of you internally not trusting her too. In that sense, it wouldn't work either when there's no trust. If she still loves her ex, she has issues to deal with and is not ready for a relationship. You're definitely better off without.
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2010-04-06, 21:20 | Link #4111 | |
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I don't think it was right of her to say those things to you, but I don't think it was right for you to check her messages either. I think the both of you need to sit down (when she's sober, at least) and have a long talk. It seems like you're beating around the bush with her, and both of you are keeping your feelings hidden from each other, and that's not good for the both of you in the long run.
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2010-04-07, 13:33 | Link #4113 | |
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and that waiting could make it worse in case he wants to continou with her, for it might come over as not caring about her.
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2010-04-07, 15:11 | Link #4114 |
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I got a chance to talk to her a lot today. I didn't ask her out, but we talked. And the more we talked the more sweet this girl becomes. She truly is a good person.
And unfortunately shortly after that, unrelated, I got penned with a ridiculous amount of racist terms against me by freshmen, completely ruining the mood. -_- I woulda wailed on them but I gots a cold and my muscles all hurt. |
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2010-04-07, 16:31 | Link #4117 |
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IMO, whether or not you love someone or have the capability to love at all isn't a measure of deciding to take back someone who has hurt you or mistreated you. And I believe that you mean something more along the lines of "The mind cannot control the heart".
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